Date:	sunday, 08/14/2005; 16.27 pm
Subject:	Goodbye
Mood:	calm

Okay...everyone listen up...I've decided I'm not going to update here again...I've switched over to livejournal, and I'm going to update there from now on. Feel free to see it at any time though, the address is http://www.livejournal.com/users/kelkel5385 Sign up for it and you can be on my friends list :o) Everyone take care, and e-mail me anytime at KeLMarie1985@gmail.com See you all later!!!

Date:	tuesday, 08/02/2005; 21.41 pm
Subject:	My past few days or so
Mood:	depressed

Well, it's been 4 days or so that I've had my tattoo, and it's healing slowly but surely. I miss Sam a lot...it's been almost a month him and I have been broken up, and I have my up and down days...I wish I was still with him, but at the same time, enjoying being single 'cuz I'm not feeling as guilty about flirting with a few guys, but I also feel bad at the same time...oh boy. I'm feeling bad for not calling Sam, but it's also his fault 'cuz he hasn't either. Oh well. But I'm getting better, and I'm on the look for a boyfriend kinda. Why did he have to break up with me, and why am I still in pain after a month?? :o(

*Sigh* I really hope I feel better soon...I hate being depressed and crap.

Date:	saturday, 07/30/2005; 11.18 am
Subject:	I got my tattoo!!!
Mood:	Sore and excited

Yes...you all read correctly!! I got my tattoo done last night!! I didn't wuss out at all, and it really wasn't all that bad. It hurt at some points, but not close to the point where I couldn't handle it...I guess I have high pain tolerance :oD I am pretty sore right now though, but that's normal 'cuz I'm going to be for a few days...it's okay, 'cuz it's soo worth it!!! It's on my shoulder blade, and it's a bit bigger than what I thought it'd be, but I LOVE it!!!

Date:	wednesday, 07/27/2005; 21.52 pm
Subject:	TATTOO!!!!
Mood:	SUPER excited!!

I'M GETTING A TATTOO FRIDAY!!! WOOOOT!!! I've been thinking about this for AGES and now I finally have a goal almost made. I'm going to have either a butterfly or an angel put on my shoulder blade, and I'm going with my friend Amanda. I'm a little nervous about the pain, but I think I can do it. I CANNOT WAIT!!!!!!

Date:	thursday, 06/16/2005; 10.18 am
Subject:	I'm back!!
Mood:	depressed

Yeh...I know...I said I wasn't gonna update here anymore, but I'm going to. I've been under a lot of stress the past couple of weeks, and the semester is almost done, which means final projects are due soon...what fun. I'm really depressed lately...I miss a lot of people, and I want to see Sam a lot more than I do right now...Next weekend I won't be able to see him because I'll be in Florida...the weekend after that, we're coming home from Florida, so I won't be able to see him then either, then the weekend after that, I'm going to Six Flags...:o(...so 3 weeks in a row without seeing my boy :o( I don't think I'll make it... When I get home from Florida though, I may just have Sam over for a day, so I can actually see him...'cuz I'm not going 3 weeks without seeing him!! But, I am having him over Saturday, and we're planning on some things to do, (he he ;o)) and well have a good time!! :oD. I'm hoping to get further with him than we've been lately...I'd really like to :o) All right...I'm out...I'll try to update again soon!! And Sam, I love you ;o)

Date:	sunday, 05/22/2005; 11.52 am
Subject:	Another update!!
Mood:	mixture of moods

Hey...
I'm actually updating after less than a week ago :oD. I saw Star Wars yesterday with Sam, and it was an AWESOME movie!! Anyone who has not seen it yet GO SEE IT!!! I'm saying any parts of thr movie, 'cuz I'm not spoiling it for anyone, whether or not you've seen the movie yet or not. Anyway, it actually kept my attention throughout the movie, and I almost cried at different spots...I'm not saying where though...hahah...you'll have to figure that out!! Anyway, Mom and I picked Sam up a little before 11:00 AM, and we headed to the movies, and Sam and I had pizza for lunch, and then we headed into the theater and Sam and I just chilled a little bit, and waited for the movie to start.

We held hands the whole time, but as usual, My hand fell asleep twice, which pissed me off...I think Sam just has a tight grip on my hand...hahah!! Either that, or I have really bad circulation. After the movie was over, Sam gave me a hug, and told me he loves me ;o). We then waited for my mom to come pick us up, and I complained of having a stupid headache...but it went away later, thank God!! We then dropped Sam off at his house, and I checked him out REALLY quick when he was getting out, making sure he didn't see me doing that, LOL!!! Mom and I then headed home, and we had tacos for dinner!! YUM!!! Today, I'm going over to my Aunt Carol's, and then next weekend, having Sam over...he he he he ;o). All right, I'm out. I'll update again soon hopefully!! And, Sam, I love you to death, and you mean the world to me...never change who you are!!

Date:	thursday, 05/19/2005; 14.01 pm
Subject:	A year and a half!!!
Mood:	sick

In case you have no idea what I mean by the subject, or in other words you're mad stupid, (LOL) Sam and I have just "celebrated" our year and a half anniversary!! (18 months for those who are even more stupid.) It was yesterday that was our year and a half anniversary, and I had an afternoon class, which was VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY *gasp* VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY boring. But I made it through, so that's all that matters. I swear to God, the teacher is like a combonation (sp??) of the Energizer Bunny and Ben Stein...wow...what a way to make class time "fly", LOL!! But I was able to talk to Sam a few times yesterday, so I was happy about that :o)

I had Sam over on Saturday, but him and I were sick, he had a cold, I had a sore throat, so this is week 4 I believe (maybe week 3?? I'm not sure...) that we haven't made out :o(...that's okay though...once I'm better, (Sam is a lot better by the way) Sam and I will have a mad mad makeout session, LOL!! But anyway, when I had Sam over on Saturday, we had macaroni and cheese for lunch, and once we were done eating lunch, we watched some TV in my room, and I cuddled up VERY close to Sam, and started falling asleep on him at one point, LOL!! I loved it!! We went online as usual when he comes over some weekends, and we looked at different theme parks, and their rides, which was pretty cool!

I kept lightly caressing Sam's arms and back when we went back to cuddle on my bed, and then we went for a walk, which was torture on me, seeing as though I was having trouble breathing from walking too fast (maybe??) and then we headed back. Sam had about 10 or 15 minutes left until he had to leave, so he kissed the side of my neck, a litttttle more rough than usual, but how I like it *drools* and I almost had an orgasm, LOL!! Don't ask why though, 'cuz I have no idea!!! It felt SOOO good though!! Sam then gave me a hug, and looked me right in the eyes, and told me he loves me ;o)...I LOVE how he does that!! We then brought Sam home, and my family and I went out to eat at Providence Place Mall, YUM!!!

Yesterday, I got tickets for the Star Wars movie for Saturday for Sam and I, so I'm really happy about that :o) Sam is too, and I'm realllly looking forward to seeing him again on Saturday...I already miss him too!! Which is pretty sad...but I love him, so it really isn't a bad thing at all. I'm home sick today, but I'm going back to college tomorrow :o). All right, I'm out...I'll update whenever I get the chance again, okay??? I love you by the way, Sam, and happy year and a half anniversary again, hun!!!

Date:	saturday, 05/07/2005; 11.52 am
Subject:	Almost been a month
Mood:	Half asleep

Hey...I'm really sorry I haven't updated in almost a month...SOOO much has been going on since the last time I updated...my dad, grandmother and grandfather all had to go to the hospital different days...first, my dad had a heart problem going on, and his heart rate was up to 189, and he had some medication in the hospital to bring it right down...so, he's okay now...he's just now getting over a sinus infection. My grandfather had the opposite problem...his heart was DOWN to 28 beats...so he had a pace maker put in, and he's doing just fine...and my grandmother's blood-sugar level went sky high, so the did tests on her, and she's doing okay now, which is a huge relief!!

Things have been stressful with college, lots of projects, homework assignments, presentations...and it's the third semester...each semester gets a bit tougher than the previous...guess to get us ready for the work world I guess you can say. I went to Providence Place Mall last Saturday with Sam, Greg, and Chris, and Greg was whining to go home earlier than intended to, so we ended up going home around 5:30 or so, but Sam gave me a hug, so all was good :o) My 20th birthday was Tuesday, May 3, and I went out to Applebees with Sam, Mom and my brother, and EVERYONE sang to me...I HATED it...LOL!! My face was BRIGHT red, and Sam got the biggest kick out of me being SOOO red, HAHAHA!! It was still really fun though!! My friend Misa got me a Peter Griffin figure, and it's naked...LOL!! It's GREAT!!

Now, today, Sam is making his confirmation, and I'm proud of him...I've never made mine yet, and I don't know what to do...Congrats, Sam!! I love you!! And then tomorrow, I'm going out with him to see the movie "Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy", so that should be a lot of fun!!! Well, I'm out. I'll try my best to update tomorrow or Monday!! I love you SOO much, Sam, and congrats again!!

Date:	monday, 04/18/2005; 20.23 pm
Subject:	My weekend!!
Mood:	exhausted

Well, I had a pretty fun weekend!! I had Sam over for the day on Saturday, and we surfed the internet a little bit, and I showed him this new species of animals called a "Wholphin", and basically what this animal is, is 3/4ths dolphin, 1/4th whale...cool, huh?? Mom made us tacos for lunch, and then Sam and I went for a walk, and headed back home. We chilled in my room, and watched TV, and I cuddled up to him really close, and I had my head on his chest...Sam's SOOO comfy!! Hehehe! I sat on his lap a bit too as we went online yet again, (LOL) and he tried to make me fall off :o(...Hahah...that's okay...was all in fun :o).

Sam gave me a HUGE hug, and I put my head on his shoulder, and held him tightly, and he did the same to me. Then he kissed me really gently on the side of my neck, and looked into my eyes...I still get a little nervous when he does that, but I'm getting better at being less nervous. Then he whispered "I love you" to me, and I told him, "I love you too." We continued watching some TV and I was sitting on his lap on the computer chair, and we had only a little longer until he had to be dropped off, so we decided to make out really quick...whew!! Was great!! We then dropped Sam off at his house, and headed back home.

I went over to my friend Sarah's house for a little bit, and she drove her car up a hill, and spun it around a lot...it was SOOO fun!! And I was laughing HYSTERICALLY!!! I took quite a few pictures when I was over at Sarah's, and they came out really good!!! Yesterday, I hung out with Sarah again, and today was back to college...whoopi. I went to Sarah's once again today, and went on her trampoline, and we zapped some bugs...it was SOOO funny!!! The bug would fly right to the zapper (which looked like a tennis racket.) and a HUGE spark would go off...I laughed SOO hard!!! Now, here I am now updating my journal!! I'm out now. I'll update again soon!!! And, Sam, happy 17 month anniversary too, by the way!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!

Date:	tuesday, 04/12/2005; 19.40 pm
Subject:	On the first day of Christmas....
Mood:	crappy

Hey all!! How's everyone been? I've been all right. Last time I really actually updated here was a while back...sorry about that...the survey I just put up to take up some space, and to have an excuse to update...LOL...anyway, my weekend was all right, I was in kind of a bad mood though since I had my "monthly vistor" and wasn't feeling that great, but I went to the movies with Sam, and we had pizza at the theater first. Him and I went to see the movie "Saharah", and we held hands the whole time...my hand kept falling asleep wicked bad though, about 5-6 times, and I don't know why.

I was dozing off a bit too, but that was because I was wicked sleepy that whole day. The movie ended around 3:00 PM, and Sam and I kissed really quick. He gazed into my eyes for a good 10 seconds, and we smiled at each other...*melts*...man...I LOVE when Sam does that to me!! We hung out in the arcade, played some air hockey, and of course, I beat Sam...HAHA SAM!! Loser!!! :oP. Just kidding, sweetie!! My mom picked us up about half an hour later, dropped Sam off, and then we headed home.

Sunday, Mom and I went out on some errands, and I got some hair straightning stuff, and yes, straightened my hair...BUT...my neck had an allergic reaction to it, and burned it...and it still hurts a lot let me tell you!! Never straighten your hair yourself, UNLESS YOU ARE AN EXPERT!! LOL. But hey, my hair is really straight now for once!! WOOT. LOL. I got back to college yesterday, and it was a lot better than sitting around at home all day...hahaha!! Today, I talked to Sam a few times, and here I am updating my journal...I'm out now. I'll update again hopefully soon!! And Sam, I love you!!!! ;o)

Date:	tuesday, 04/05/2005; 19.06 pm
Subject:	Survey thing....
Mood:	Ehhh....

LOL...stole this off a random livejournal. Enjoy.

TEN random things about me:
1. I'm always paranoid
2. I'm obsessed with Guinea pigs
3. I'm trying to lose weight
4. I eat a lot of junk food throughout the day...too much actually
5. My boyfriend and I want to go to Hawaii for our honeymoon :oD
6. I want a tiger tattoo
7. I want my belly button pierced
8. I'm a virgin and I'm damn proud too!!
9. I have a 24 pound cat
10. I'm obsessed with rollercoasters and theme parks

NINE ways to win my heart: (All which Sam does for me ;o))
1. Be honest with me
2. Hug me when I need a hug
3. Always be there for me when I need you
4. Be understanding
5. Gaze into my eyes ;o)
6. Give me gentle kisses
7. Thinks/Says I'm beautiful even if I don't feel like I am
8. Be a good "chair" for me when I want to sit...LOL..Sam...you're a good chair ;o)
9. Holds my hand whenever we're together

EIGHT things I want to do before I die:
1. Get married to Sam
2. Get a puppy
3. Get a bunny
4. Go to New Zealand or Hawaii
5. Go on Millenium Force at Cedar Point, OH
6. Grow my hair out mega long
7. Bleach my hair very blonde
8. Help Sam become more confident about his body

SEVEN ways to annoy me:
1. Being my brother.
2. Blaming me for something I didn't do
3. Giving yourself credit for something I did
4. Ignoring me
5. Acting like a momma's boy
6. Finding out someone's talking about you behind your back
7. Being snobby/preppy

SIX things I believe in:
1. Being in love
2. Miracles
3. People actually getting along.
4. Cures for illnesses
5. A cure for Alzheimir's
6. Laughter is the best medicine

FIVE things I'm afraid of:
1. Bees
2. Losing the love of my life
3. Planes
4. Death
5. Being alone

FOUR favourite items in my room:
1. My computer
2. All my waterglobes
3. My pictures of my boyfriend and I
4. The stuff my boyfriend bought for me ;o)

THREE things I do every day:
1. Shower
2. Talk to Sam
3. Watch TV

TWO things I want to do right now:
1. Have Sam over!!
2. Go on a rollercoaster (LOL)

ONE person I want to see right now:
1. Sam!

Date:	thursday, 03/31/2005; 17.26 pm
Subject:	Spring has FINALLY arrived!!
Mood:	geeky

FINALLY, the weather is nice out, and it's nice enough to go for a walk with NO jacket OR coat on!! WOOT!! About time, huh?? Anyway, I've had a strange past few days...started off just fine, and just got semi-bad and not the best...I'll explain. Sunday was Easter, and the "Easter Bunny" brought me a BUNCH of candy, such as peeps eggs where you can actually decorate them anyway you want, a BUNCH of peanut butter cups, and quite a bit of other candy. I also got two picture frames...since I collect them for whenever I take some nice pictures.

Later on in the day at Easter, my family and I went over to my Aunt Gail's boyfriend's house, and there were a lot of desserts there, and I took pictures of the family...I also took some pictures of my Aunt's dogs...one of the dogs is actually just a little bit younger than I am...I believe she is 19!! Old dog, huh?? Older than Sam is...HAHAHA!!! We then came home after that, I went to bed, and got ready for Monday.

Monday came along, and my mom brought me to the Providence Place Mall, and I met up with my friend Misa, and later on with Amanda. I went into Hot Topic, and I bought myself a hat which I wore all day actually to cover up how bad my hair looked, and then I found this kiosk called "Wireless Trendz" and I bought new housing for my cell phone...I watched the guy there take my phone apart and put the new housing on, and it came out pretty cool. (Later on, I find out I have no reception at my house...boy...what fun...and how "happy" my dad was...but I'll get into that later.) Later on in the day, I met up with Amanda and her boyfriend Joe, and the 4 of us hung out a bit, got a bite to eat, and then Mom picked me up, and I said bye to Joe and Misa, since they each had rides back home, and Mom took Amanda home, and then we went home for the night.

Tuesday came along, and I called Sam up to wish him a VERY happy birthday, and then got ready to go out that night. Dad got home that night, and I showed him what I had done to the phone, and he thought it was really cool...until he saw there was no service on my phone...he started yelling at me like crazy, blaming me for wasting money all the time, and for making such a stupid choice to do what I did. Dad finally calmed down, and still let Sam and I go out to dinner for his birthday, and Sam and I went to Cracker Barrel, and I got chicken fingers, he got shrimp...yum!!

We then went into the gift shop, and my pocketbook slipped, and I accidently broke a tail off a cat statue...THANKFULLY no one saw it happen except Sam and I, so we just walked away from the "scene of the crime" pretending it had never happened. LOL!! We then decided to wait outside for my parents to come pick us up, and Sam gave me a wicked long hug, and he didn't let go for like 1 to 2 minutes...*melts* Hahaha!! I LOVE Sam's hugs :o). He then gazed into my eyes and whispered "I love you" to me, and I smiled really wide, and said, "Nope, I love YOU more!!" He started laughing, and replied back, "Nope, I love you the MOST!!" And I pretended to be upset, and said back, "Awww man!! You beat me!!" What fun it is with Sam!! My parents then came to pick us up, and dropped Sam off at home, and I got into bed for the night, and watched some TV of course before going to sleep.

Yesterday, I was home all day, and then I helped my dad out with some labels for a magazine he's doing, and I'm getting paid for that...sweeet!! Well worth it. Today, I went for a walk at one point in the morning, and took some pictures which I'll hopefully post soon, and I was chased by my neighbor's 2 little dogs...loud dogs let me tell you...mean dogs too...LOL!! What fun. Well, here I am now...I'm gonna update again soon hopefully!!! Talk to you all soon!! I LOVE YOU SAM!!!

Date:	tuesday, 03/29/2005; 11.48 am
Subject:	HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM!!!!!
Mood:	excited

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, SAM!!!! I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!!! Can't wait to take you out to dinner tonight :o). Hope you have a great birthday!!!

Date:	friday, 03/25/2005; 20.27 pm
Subject:	Two weeks off for me!!!
Mood:	In love

Yep!! You read the subject line corectly. I am now on spring break for 2 weeks, plus some extra more days...lol...probably going to be a long break for me, seeing as though Sam doesn't have the same week(s) off as me. Eh...that's okay. Today started my vacation, and Mom dropped Sam and I off at Warwick Mall, and we Sam and I bought 2 pretzles for a quick snack, and I gave him a birthday card I made for him with a 20 dollar bill. We then we went into EB Games, and I bought Sam a game he had really wanted..."Super Smash Brothers Melee" (I think that how you spell it.) and Sam was very happy about that :o) Got it for his birthday, which by the way, is this coming Tuesday the 29th :o).

We then walked around the mall a little bit more, and headed to Newport Creamary, and got an actual meal of the popcorn chicken basket, and there was this weird older dude there who had some sort of mental problem who worked there, and he kept singing very loud, and Sam and I were trying SOO hard not to laugh, and Sam could tell I was about to "lose it"...it was sooo funny!! We then went to CVS after that, bought some gummy snacks, and a few drinks, and headed to the food court to eat those, and then went to the bookstore and looked around there.

Sam and I then decided to go to the movies, and we saw the movie "Hitch" with Will Smith, and it was actually a really good movie! Sam and I held hands pretty much the whole time, and I had a really strong grip on his hand...I don't like a loose grip...lol...the movie then ended, and Sam and I got up, and he gave me a hug, and we kissed really quick too...Sam has wicked soft lips ;o). Anyway, my mom came to pick us up around 5:45, and dropped Sam off at home, and then when Mom and I got home, we had tacos for dinner...yummmm!! And now, here I am typing in my journal...LOL...I'm going to go now...Everyone have a WONDERFUL Easter, and I'll update again soon!! I LOVE YOU SAMUEL!!! (lol.)

Date:	sunday, 03/20/2005; 11.00 am
Subject:	My weekend
Mood:	Allergy stricken

Another week has flown by yet again!! Where the hell has the time gone?? It goes by way too fast!! I had yet another boring week at college, yet, the week still went by fairly fast. I got two of my final grades so farm a B and a B-, so I'm very happy about that. I got the B in this course called "Printing Processes" and I have the B- in my Quark Express class...I hate that class...I suck at Quark...yet, I did pretty well, considering I thought I was going to get a C or even a D...lol.

Anyway, yesterday I had Sam over, and most of the time we played RollerCoaster Tycoon 3, and all the rides kept breaking down and going mega fast, causing the people on the game to puke like crazy...was pretty funny actually. Sam and I then decided to just watch TV and cuddle up to each other and we made out a couple of times...ohh yeh!! LOL. I wish Sam could have stayed a bit longer, since the time seemed to go by like minutes, but hey, we did have a really good time :o). He kept trying to tickle me, and I'm mad ticklish, so I had a fit of giggles at different points, which made Sam laugh pretty hard at some points, LOL!! What a fun day we had!!

I went to give Sam a hug right before we had to leave, and did NOT let go of him...LOL...he had to litterly pull me off of him...it was wicked funny!! I felt bad after that though. We then dropped Sam off at his house, and my family and I all went to Applebee's in Cranston, and I got the chicken fajitas, but couldn't finish it. (As usual.) We then went to BJ's, and then headed home for the day, and I listened to my friend Chris' radio show from Boston, and he gave a shoutout to me :oD. Sweeet!! I then hopped into bed, watched some TV, then went to sleep. I got up a little after 10 this morning, had breakfast, and here I am now updating my journal..lol...I'll update again soon though!! I love you, Sam, and thanks for such a fun, yet relaxing day!!

Date:	sunday, 03/13/2005; 16.02 pm
Subject:	My weekend!!!
Mood:	bored

Well, here I am updating yet again in the past couple of days...go me!! Anyway, I went to the movies with Sam yesterday, and him and I went to see the movie "Robots", and it seriously was one of the best movies I've seen in quite a while...and considering it was an animated movie!! Sam was laughing pretty hard at different parts of the movie, which made me laugh too. Sam bought some Swedish fish for his snack, and I bought some Junior mints, yum!!

Anyway, the movie hadn't even started yet, and Sam was already eating his Swedish fish, and he was too lazy to hold onto them, so he ended up putting them between his legs. Anyway, I wanted some to eat, so I reached into the bag, and Sam thought I was reaching to grab his crotch, so he pulled his hand away, and was embrassed as hell! I had to explain to him I was getting a goddamn Swedish fish, and he felt bad, so he gave me a handfull...LOL!! Poor Sam!!

Sam also has a habit of playing with the ring tones on my cell phone, so he was searching through all of them, and was playing with the vibrate setting, and placed it on my leg...yes...I could feel it elsewhere too...made me kinda embrassed, yet it was funny! We held hands through most of the movie, but his hand kept falling asleep...so he let me hold his other hand...LOL. After the movie, Sam gave me a hug, and then Dad came to pick us up. Sam, Dad and I all went to Dave's market first, and Sam and I stayed in the car with the heat on, and I pretended to be poisoned by the heat, and Sam couldn't stop laughing :o). Was awesome!! What a fun day!

Dad then dropped Sam back off at his house, and we went back home, and I just chilled at home. Today, I went out for a few errands with Mom, and here I am at home now. Bored as heck too, may I say...heheh!! I'm outta here now. Will update again soon!! I love you SOOO much Sam!!!

Date:	thursday, 03/10/2005; 16.06 pm
Subject:	Another day, another update
Mood:	blah

Well, here I am updating again...you all are probably like "OMG...she's been updating her journal like crazy!!!" :oP. I'm just mad bored right now, and wishing it was Saturday morning...when I'm getting to see Sam again...we're going to see the movie "Robots"...heheheh....hopefully, there won't be many kids there...but knowing my luck, there will be. Today in class, was an "open lab" period, which meant we could work on anything we wanted, and do whatever we wanted to do. So, I ended up going into my friend Matt's class, and we hung out a bit, and my other friend Ryan showed me these wicked funny games. One which you can push a cartoon dude down a flight of stairs, and another where you can crash a truck and kill the dude in it, and I was laughing HYSTERICALLY!!

Why do I find little itty bitty things to be sooo amusing?! God only knows why! HAHAHA!! Then I got home, and I was sort of down in the dumps, and ended up calling Sam, and I needed to talk to him for a while, and ended up staying on the phone with him for 15 minutes!! WOOT!! About 7 times longer than we usually talk on the phone for...LOL!! Sam hates the phone, but he could tell I was in a bad mood, and needed to get some things off my chest, and it made me feel better. Thanks again, Sam ;o). Now, here I am updating my journal, and talking to a few people. I'm outta here now. I'll update again soon!! I LOVE YOU SAM!!

Date:	wednesday, 03/09/2005; 13.33 pm
Subject:	Survey time...
Mood:	pissed off

Date:	monday, 03/07/2005; 13.54 pm
Subject:	My weekend
Mood:	sleepy, happy, in love

Here I am updating again since Saturday...woot!! Go me!! Anyway, my family and I went out to Chelo's on Saturday night, and I got a bacon cheeseburger, but of course, I didn't finish it...I usually don't finish my food...man...I'm a waster!! Oh well...LOL. I got home after that, got in my PJ's and just chilled online for a bit. I talked to a few people, and then got into bed a little while later, went to bed around 11:00 PM or so, and tossed and turned all night...that's been happening to me a lot lately and it sucks let me tell you.

I got up about 9:30 Sunday morning, got something to eat for breakfast, and just hung out on the couch for a bit in the living room. My mom got annoyed with me just sitting around doing nothing, so I got up, and cleaned my room a little bit since Sam was coming over, and I vacuumed as well...ahhh...nothing like a nice clean room!! I hopped in the shower a little after 11:30 that morning, and then got everything ready for when Sam came over.

Sam got to my house a little after 12:30 PM, and he brought over the gift he had gotten me....he bought me a dolphin clock...it's sooo pretty!! Anyway, we watched some TV, and we went online for a bit, and I sat on his lap most of the time he was over...heheheh ;o). We play wrestled a bit, and I tried to pin him down on the bed, but he was too strong...hahaha...we took some pictures, and as you can see, I have a new display picture up of Sam kissing me on the cheek ;o). Isn't it cute?!?! Sam's soo gentle whenever he kisses me, and always makes me tingly every time he kisses me....*melts* LOL.

The first time I went to give Sam a hug, he was sitting on my computer chair, and I wrapped my arms around him VERY tightly, and put my head on his shoulder, and he did the same to me...I never wanted to let go...he was gripping onto me pretty tightly too...LOL!! It felt great! Anyway, the second time I went to give Sam a hug, and both of us were standing up, and I go to wrap my arms around his neck, and tried to pull myself up to wrap my legs around him, but he wasn't strong enough so we both ended up falling down...LOL!! Sorry, Sam!!

Anyway, it was time to bring Sam home, and I ended up bringing my Guinea pig with us when we dropped Sam off, and then came back home. Man, what a fun day with Sam!! Today went by pretty fast, and now I'm just waiting for 2:45 PM for when Sam calls!! :oD Gotta thank him again for yesterday. Well, I'm outta here....I'll update again soon hopefully...lol. I LOVE YOU SAM!!!!!!!!!

Date:	saturday, 03/05/2005; 14.38 pm
Subject:	Finally it's the weekend!!
Mood:	Super excited

Okay...I made it through the whole week, and it's finally Saturday!! I struggled sleeping this morning and almost got up at 7:00 AM instead of the time I usually get up on the weekends, between 9:30 AM and 11:30 AM...but I got up a little before 10:00 AM, so life is good...I guess. Sam's comin' over tomorrow afternoon for a while, and we're just gonna chill with one another...ahhh...that's the life!!

Sam bought me something in the Dominican Republic, but he won't tell me what it is...I guess I have to find out tomorrow. Heheh...makes it even better ;o). My family and I are going out to dinner tonight, probably to Chelo's...yummm!! Always good eatin' there!! Heheh!! Okay...I'm outta here...dunno what else to type about. I'll update maybe later tomorrow after Sam leaves and tell about our day ;o). Bye bye for now!! I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH SAM!!!!